Is it real or just all in my mind? By Radar simon_mcnestrie@hotmail.com ----------- DISCLAIMER: These characters belong to CLAMP! This is a Yuri story so if it offends you please don't read! Sakura opened her eyes slowly, letting them ajust to the light. She sighed softly. 'I miss you Tomoyo-chan!' she whispered, looking at the other half of the bed. The door opened and Miki slowly walked in. She was worried about her grandpa, having hear the elder woman call out for her grandmother on many occasions. 'Are you ok grandpa?' the girl asked. Sakura nodded covering her breasts. The pale girl smiled slightly. She knew what her granddaughter was going through at the moment, as Miki had matured it had become harder to hide the fact that she was female. Slowly getting out of bed, she put a loose shirt on and some trowsers and left the room. Yawning slowly, she made her way to the kitchen. 'Morning!' a loud voice called out. 'Kero-chan!' Sakura muttered, looking at the little beast sitting opposite her chair. She quickly started breakfast, as Kumiko, Hikaru, Sakura and Tomoyo, Miki and Makoto slowly followed her. She sighed softly as Nadeshiko refused to join them, Megumi appologies for this on many occasions, despite Sakura telling her that it was ok if Nadeshiko wanted to eat alone. Her train of thought was interupted by a soft giggle. Looking back on the little group she saw Miki and Makoto giggling softly to each other. 'Who'd have thought!' she mused. 'I take it it's my turn to make breakfast!' Sakura said, as she got out the apron Tomoyo had given her when the auburn haired woman had become determind to cook properly. 'Hai!' they all said. Sakura let out an mock sigh and got to work. A few hours later, Sakura sat, meditating. Miki and Makoto often joined her, but today she asked if she could be alone. 'What's wrong Sakura?' she heard a voice say. 'It's Nadeshiko-chan.. she's still mad at me!' she replied, reaching out with her thoughts. There was a small giggle as Tomoyo appeared in her minds eye. 'She still misses you Tomoyo!' Sakura whispered. Opening her eyes, Sakura smiled brightly. 'That's it!' Standing up, she stumbled before righting herself and running out the door. 'Kero-chan!' she yelled. The little beast slowly floated into her room, rubbing his eyes. 'What?' he muttered. 'Yue has a magical body right?' Kero-chan nodded. 'How'd Clow create it?' The guardian beast looked confused but told her everything he knew. Smiling she ran back to her room and locked the door. She had a lot of work to do. 'Sakura-papa?' Kumiko said, knocking on the older woman's door. 'Are you ok?' The door opened slightly and Sakura popped her head through the crack. 'Hai?' She wiped her forehead, leaving a dirty mark. 'Are you ok papa?' Kumiko asked. Sakura nodded and smiled brightly. Kumiko smiled slightly. 'Miki-chan and Mako-chan were worried about you so they made this up!' She handed Sakura the plate. Sakura's smile widened slightly at seeing the small meal her granddaughter and her girlfriend had prepared. Carefully taking it, she slipped behind the door and closed it again. Looking up she sighed softly at the half finished mass. 'Soon Tomo-chan!' Taking another bite, she set the plate down and went back to work. 'Are you sure Mako-chan?' Miki asked, looking at her lover, very concerned. The pink haired girl nodded. 'I don't want to hide it any more!' she whispered. Slowly, Miki took her love into her arms, gently hugging her. They looked down at the matching gold bands on their fingers, a symbol of their love and devotion to each other. The pale girl looked up and smiled slightly. 'How about we tell them when grandpa's finished whatever she's doing?' she asked. 'Really?' Makoto looked up. Miki nodded. 'I did promise that we would tell everyone!' The slightly smaller girl hugged Miki even tighter. 'Are you ok Mako- chan?' Miki asked. Makoto nodded and looked up smiling. She had become so tired of hiding everything from the people who loved them. They had told Makoto's parents about them. The elder couple had forbidden their daughter from seeing her lover ever again. After two days, Makoto had packed what she needed and left a note saying she was sorry but she had to be with Miki. Time and again every few days for 3 months following Makoto running back to Miki her parents would go to their daughter telling her to go back. The final time they had visited they had told their daughter if she didn't return with them that she would never be their daughter. Adiment, she remind with her love and hadn't heard from the people who had called themselves her parents. Just as they were about to kiss, the whole house shook, throwing them to the ground. 'What was that?' Miki asked, helping Makoto to her feet. Looking closer Miki could see Makoto bite her lower lip. 'She made me promise not to tell Miki-chan!' the pink haired girl replied. Miki looked confused before leaving their bedroom and walking the short distance to Sakura's. She could feel the magic in the room and see a bright light come from the gaps round the door. Suddenly there was a loud thud and the light vanished. 'Is it you?' a soft voice asked. Opening her eyes, Sakura rubbed the back of her head. She hadn't known what would happen. There standing in front of her was a very naked Tomoyo, marvelling her body. 'Is it you?' she asked softly. Tomoyo opened her mouth, 'Sakura?' she asked, just as a whisper. Sakura nodded softly and stood up. Slowly Sakura walked closer to her love, gently stroking her cheek. The pale woman tilted her head into Sakura's hand. Looking down Tomoyo gasped. 'Ummm Sakura..... why am I standing here naked?' Sakura blushed slightly, she'd forgotten about Tomoyo's clothes. 'What's happening Sakura?' Tomoyo asked. The auburn haired woman hessitated. The door opened and two girls walked in slowly. 'Grandpa?' the slightly taller of the two asked. Looking over to her granddaughter Miki moved closer. 'Is that grandma?' Sakura nodded and turned her attenion back to Tomoyo. 'Grandma?' Makoto whispered. 'Is she the person you said you saw Miki-chan?' the pink haired girl asked. Miki nodded slightly. It had been years ago. Having fallen asleep in while bathing, she'd had a vision of her grandmother. Upon waking, her parents had told her that she'd almost drown. 'M... Miki?' the pale woman asked, opening her eyes and focusing on the tall pale girl. Miki nodded and slowly approached Tomoyo, looking in disbelief. 'You died!' Miki whispered, gently poking the elder woman's shoulder. 'Sakura brought me back!' Tomoyo replied, having come out of her trance like state. Smiling at the young woman before her she wrapped her arms around the surprised Miki and pulled her into a tight hug. A second later the door busrt open again and Nadeshiko and Kumiko ran into the room, the younger sister glaring at Sakura almost demanding an explanation. That was untill she saw Tomoyo. 'Mama?' she asked. Shaking her head, she pulled away. 'It can't be you!' 'Nadeshiko-chan!' A voice said from behind her. 'Go away Onii-chan!' Nadeshiko said. 'Nadeshiko-chan please wait!' Tomoyo said, causing Nadeshiko to spin around and look at her. 'You died Tomoyo-mama!' Nadeshiko said. 'I know!' Tomoyo replied. Slowly Tomoyo walked upto her youngest daughter and hugged her, surprised at how tight the pale woman returned her hug. Opening her eyes Sakura smiled slightly as Tomoyo snuggled into her side. Gently she wrapped an arm around her pale wife and gently pulled her closer, inducing a soft giggle from Tomoyo who quickly obliged her wife. It had been 3 months since Tomoyo was brought back to life. Shorty afterwards Miki and Makoto had come to them and told them that they were no longer girlfriends, but a married couple. Slowly Sakura leaned down and gently kissed Tomoyo's forehead. 'Aishiteru Tomoyo-chan!' Sakura whispered. 'Aishiteru Sakura-chan!' Tomoyo replied, gently kissing her auburn haired wife. Snuggling into her side again both women fell asleep. Upon waking the next morning they decided to put the past behind them.