Find out the one you love By Radar simon_mcnestrie@hotmail.com ----------- DISCLAIMER: These characters belong to CLAMP! This is a Yuri story so if it offends you please don't read! Sakura Kinomoto was in a bad mood. And she didn't know why. Getting out of bed, she quickly got dressed and went downstairs. 'Watch out Kaijuu!' Touya said as Sakura almost bumbed into him. Sakura ignored his teasing and made her breakfast. She and Tomoyo had been very busy. The older cheerleaders and the older members of the choir had graduated and left for university. Tomoyo was now helping the newer members fit in as was Sakura. She felt lonier then she did when Syaoran and her had drifted apart from his time in Hong Kong. Standing up, she quickly left and walked to school. Tomoyo Daidouji stood at the school gates waiting for Sakura. She'd been hoping to ask her auburn haired friend about the mood she'd been in recently. She had asked her mother about it. Sonomi had smiled at her daughter and reassured her that things would return to normal. 'Daidouji-sempai!' a voice called out, interrupting her trail of thought. Turning around she saw a small Blonde haired girl jogging towards her. 'Good Morning Emi-chan!' Tomoyo said, once the smaller girl was closer. 'How are you Daidouji-sempai?' Emi asked. 'I'm alright Emi-chan!' Tomoyo replied. 'Have you seen Saura-chan?' Emi's featured darkened slightly when Sakura's name was mentioned. 'Not today Daidouji-sempai!' Emi replied. Tomoyo smiled slightly at the younger girl. She'd known for a while how the other girl felt about her. It hurt a little when she couldn't return the other girls feelings. 'Emi-chan!' a voice called out, attracting the younger girls attention. Turning around, she smiled when she saw a blue haired girl jogging up to her. 'Miyuki-chan!' Emi squealed and ran up to her friend. Looking at Tomoyo the blue haired girl took her friends hand and lead her to their homeroom. Tomoyo sighed softly, watching the girls leave. She knew how Miyuki felt about her blonde haired friend. Miyuki had told her when she saw the girl leave Choir with tears in her eyes. Soon after she saw that Miyuki had joined the cheerleading squad. 'Tomoyo-chan!' another voice broke her trail of thought. Spinning around, her smile grew upon seeing her auburn haired best friend. She could see that Sakura's mood had become her usual cheerful mood. 'Hi Sakura-chan!' Tomoyo said, meeting her friend. Taking Sakura's hand with ease they walked to their homeroom, passing Emi and Miyuki on their way. Sakura noticed that Emi gave her a dirty look as they passed. 'Is Emi-chan ok?' Sakura asked. 'I think so!' Tomoyo replied. Sitting down at their desks, Tomoyo realised why Sakura was not her usual self... it was like she was jealous. Quickly Tomoyo wrote something down on a piece of paper and handed it to Sakura just as their teacher walked in. Opening the note Sakura read it and reread it. Looking at her friend, she nodded slightly before starting to pay attention to their lesson. Miyuki looked at her friend sitting at the desk beside her. She felt a stab of jealousy. 'Why Emi-chan?' she thought. 'Why her and not me?' She lowered her head and concentrated on her work. She knew Emi was worried about her, having noticed some suspicious marks on her body and the way she had been acting. 'Are you ok Miyuki-chan?' Emi whispered, looking at her friend. Nodding Miyuki kept her concentration on her work, her shoulder length blue hair obscuring her eyes. 'Really?' Emi asked. Again Miyuki nodded gripping her pen a little tighter. Emi shook her head slightly. She worried about her friend. Miyuki was mysterious about many things. Especially about the way she had been acting lately. Emi looked at Miyuki again. The blue haired girl had become so withdrawn. 'Kino-san!' their teachers voice made her jump in her seat. 'Hai sensai?' 'Please pay attention!' Emi blushed slightly. 'Hai sensei!' she replied, shifting her attention from her friend to her class work, every few minutes looking over at her friend. Sakura stretched and yawned. It had been a long day, and it wasn't over yet. She watched some of the newer cheerleaders go through the routines. Only Miyuki seemed distracted. Gently Sakura pulled Miyuki to one side. 'Miyuki-chan are you ok?' she asked. The blue haired girl nodded, not looking up. 'Hai Kinomoto-sempai!' she whispered, before going in the locker room to change. 'I just wish Emi-chan didn't love your girlfriend!' she muttered once out of earshot of Sakura. Sakura watched her go, very concerned. She had seen the marks on Miyuki's body and she had started to wonder where they had come from. Meanwhile Tomoyo was getting ready to meet with Sakura. Slowly Emi walked up to Tomoyo. 'Um... Sempai?' the shorter girl asked. 'Hai?' Tomoyo said, turning around. 'I.. er...' Emi stuttered, suddenly feeling very shy. She fumbled with her hands, so intent on telling Tomoyo how she felt, she failed to notice Miyuki standing in the door way. 'I really like you Daidouji-sempai!' Emi finally said. 'No!' 'Miyuki-chan?' Emi asked, seeing her best friend standing by the door, tears in her eyes and falling down her cheeks. Before Emi could say anything else the blue haired girl ran. Closing the door, Miyuki cried heavily. She'd been to late, now she was scared she'd lost everything. Slowly she walked to the edge of the roof, tears still falling. 'Nothing left!' she whispered, climbing onto the edge. The pain she felt when she heard Emi tell Tomoyo she liked her had gone, replaced only with a dull throb where her heart was. 'Miyuki-chan?' a voice asked. 'No! Please just leave me alone!' she thought as she carefully turned around. 'Please Kinomoto-sempai!' she whispered, 'Leave me alone!' 'No..!' Sakura said walking closer very slowly. She'd heard everything, and saw Miyuki run off crying heavily. Turning to face her friend she saw utter confusion on Emi's face and Tomoyo's was unreadable. Sakura was close enough to grab the younger teen, but stopped before she did. 'Why?' Miyuki whispered, 'Why her?' 'Miyuki-chan?' Sakura asked. 'Sakura-chan?' Tomoyo's soft voice asked, causing Sakura to turn around. 'Stay back Tomoyo!' Sakura said, before turning back to Miyuki. Tomoyo noted that Sakura had dropped the "chan" suffix. 'She's serious?' Tomoyo asked herself. 'Come on Miyuki-chan!' Sakura said, extending her hand. The blue haired girl shook her head, shuffling her feet backwards slightly. Again Sakura slowly eased forwards. 'Why do you want to do this Miyuki-chan?' Sakura asked. Miyuki mumbled something incoherent, not noticing a third person stepping on to the roof. 'Miyuki-chan... please!' Sakura said, holding her hand out to the blue haired girl. Again Miyuki shook her head. Slowly she fell backwards, extending her arms. However Sakura was already in motion. She grabbed the smaller girl by the waist and pulled her off the edge. They hit the ground, hard. 'Why?' Miyuki asked, crying heavily and hitting Sakura's chest with her free hand. 'Miyuki-chan?' a soft voice asked. Miyuki gasped, her eyes opening wide. Emi was here? She wasn't supposed to see her now. Sakura looked up, and saw Emi kneeling next to them with tears in her eyes. Carefully, she took her blue haired friend into her arms. After seeing her friend run from her and Tomoyo looking so hurt she realised that it was Miyuki she cared for more then Tomoyo. 'I'm so sorry Miyuki-chan!' she whispered. The slightly smaller girl looked at her friend. Why was Emi apologising to her? Carefully Emi hugged Miyuki tighter. Standing up, Sakura gently led Tomoyo off the roof, sensing the other girls need for privacy. Carefully Emi helped Miyuki to her feet, still hugging her. 'Emi-chan....' Miyuki whispered. 'I'm so so sorry Miyuki-chan!' Emi whispered, gently hugging the other girl tighter. Slowly Miyuki turned around in her friends hug. Looking up Emi lightly kissed her friends cheek, before looking down again. 'I don't want to loose you Miyuki-chan!' Emi whispered. Slowly Miyuki put her arms around the smaller girl. Gently she kissed the blonde haired girls cheek. 'I don't want to loose you either Emi-chan!' Miyuki whispered. Looking up, the smaller girl blushed slightly. Leaning closer she gently pressed her lips to her friends. Leaning away Miyuki blushed brightly. 'Why did you do that Emi-chan?' Miyuki asked. Emi blushed brightly and gently pressed her face into the taller girls breast. 'Because when you ran off, I realised that it is you that I really like Miyuki-chan!' Emi replied. When Emi looked up again, Miyuki saw something in the other girls eyes: hope. The taller girl smiled slightly and gently pressed her lips to Emi's again. Sakura sighed softly as she rubbed her right shoulder. 'Are you ok Sakura-chan?' Tomoyo asked, seeing Sakura rub her shoulder again. 'I'll be ok Tomoyo-chan!' Sakura replied, smiling at the pale girl. Tomoyo smiled herself as Sakura gently wrapped an arm around her. Gently she put a hand on Sakura's right shoulder, only to pull it away an instant later when she saw Sakura wince in pain. 'Please show me Sakura-chan!' Tomoyo said. Looking into Tomoyo's stormy blue eyes, Sakura knew she couldn't refuse. Undoing the top buttons on her shirt she gently moved the right shoulder of her shirt down to reveal a large bruise. Gently Tomoyo started to rub Sakura's injured shoulder. 'Isn't this one of the places my foot hit when we were....' 'Hai!' Sakura said, cutting the pale girl off. Turning her head, she blushed slightly remembering that night. Carefully Tomoyo pressed her lips to Sakura's shoulder before the auburn haired teen could fasten her shirt up. 'I'll be gentle next time Sakura-chan!' Tomoyo whispered, gently kissing Sakura's cheek. She giggled softly noticing Sakura blushing deeper. Wrapping her arm around Tomoyo's waist again, they walked out of the school building, followed soon after by Miyuki and Emi. The elder couple knew what the smiles on the younger girls faces meant. YEARS LATER Sakura smiled slightly as she put away the last book. Slowly she looked down at the baby in her arm. 'Should it be the fourth grades assignments or the third grades?' she whispered. The baby gurgled slightly and yawned. 'Third grade it is!' Sakura said, looking at the young girl sitting opposite her writing something in her book. The baby gurgled again letting her know that as long as she was comfortable she was happy with what ever Sakura decided. Slowly Sakura grabbed the top book with her free hand and looked at the young girl again. 'Yuki-chan, are you ok?' The young girl nodded and went back to her work. Yuki looked exactly like Tomoyo when she was that age, except for her emerald eyes and streaks of white in her hair. The baby gurgled again softly as she flexed her hands for what Sakura presumed was for her own amusement. Yuki looked at what her baby sister was doing and smiled slightly. 'Mihoshi-chan liked to do that doesn't she papa?' she asked, going back to her homework. Sakura smiled as she set her pen down and watched her youngest daughter. 'Hai, she does!' Sakura whispered, gently adjusting the baby in her arm. She looked up and smiled at her eldest daughter before picking her pen up again. It was no secret that most girls in Yuki's class had asked why she had streaks of white in her dark hair. Many had started to tease her when she had said they were natural. 'Hello Sempai!' a voice said. Looking up they saw Emi walking towards them, with an arm full of books. 'Hi Kino-sensei!' Yuki said. 'Hi Emi- chan!' Sakura said, as Mihoshi gurgled again. 'Mama?' a young girl whispered, gently tugging on Emi's shirt. Emi smiled as she looked at her daughter. 'Hai Hotaru-chan?' Emi asked. Setting her books on the table, Emi kneeled down so the young girl could whisper something into her mothers ear. Emi giggled softly. 'You were that small as well Hotaru-chan!' At that time Mihoshi started crying loudly. Yuki looked at her blue haired friend as she slowly backed away from the crying child in Sakura's arms. Sakura looked up and smiled at the young girl. 'It's all right Hotaru-san!' she said, 'This is her hungry cry.' Turning around Sakura un buttoned her shirt and manoeuvred the baby closer to her breast. Whenever Tomoyo was asleep or busy with her company's paper work Sakura often breastfed Mihoshi when she needed to be fed. She was thankful that her magic allowed her to lactate when the baby needed feeding. It was the same when Yuki was a baby. Emi leaned down again as Hotaru whispered something into her ear again. Yuki smiled slightly, having guessed what Hotaru had asked. 'She feeding the baby Hotaru-chan!' Yuki said, smiling slightly at her best friend. Taking the blued haired girls hand, Yuki led her friend to her room to show Hotaru her collection. Slowly Mihoshi stopped feeding and Sakura buttoned her shirt up. 'Hotaru's a nice girl!' Sakura said, sitting back down. Emi smiled saddly. 'But she's very shy!' Sakura looked at the younger woman confused. Still smiling sadly Emi decided to explain everything. Yuki smiled at the other girl as she showed her the collection of stuffed animaled she'd gotten from her papa. However the other girl had simply sat on the bed, just listening to her. 'What's wrong Hotaru-chan?' Yuki asked, sitting next to the blue haired girl. She was surprised when Hotaru slowly moved away from her. 'You don't want to touch me!' the other girl whispered, 'I'm dirty!' 'No you're not!' Yuki said, scooting closer to her friend. 'Yes I am!' Hotaru said, with tears in her eyes. 'I'm dirty because my papa is dirty!' Curling up into a ball she started to cry. 'Papa hurt mama lots! Okaa-san and mama don't talk about it but I know that I happened after he hurt her!' the girl said as tears ran down her now pale cheeks. 'Everyone stares at me because they know my real papa hurt my mama...' Slowly Yuki hugged her blue haired friend, not letting go as Hotaru struggled to get away. 'Please let me go! I don't want you to be dirty as well!' Yuki shook her head. 'You aren't dirty Hotaru-chan!' Yuki whispered. Hotaru managed to get loose of her friends hug and scurried away towards the door. 'I'm so sorry Yuki-chan! I got you dirty to!' the girl whispered before running out of the room. 'Hotaru-chan!' Yuki called out, before running after her friend. She sat crying under the king penguin slide. 'She's just like me now!' she thought sadly. 'I made her dirty!' That made her cry harder. 'Hi!' a soft voice said. Looking up she saw a pale woman kneeling near her. 'It's her mama!' Hotaru thought. The pale woman smiled at slowly sat near the young blue haired girl. Tomoyo had just arrived home when Hotaru had bumped into her when she ran out of her home. 'Yuki-chan told me why you ran away!' Tomoyo whispered. 'I ran because I'm dirty!' Hotaru whispered. Slowly Tomoyo scooted closer. 'Why do you think that?' 'Because my papa is dirty!' Hotaru whispered, 'He hurt my mama!' The pale woman smiled sadly at the young girl. 'I don't think you're dirty Hotaru-chan!' Tomoyo whispered. Hotaru looked up sharply, her eyes, red from crying, met Tomoyo's. 'You don't?' Tomoyo shook her head. 'And I know Yuki and Sakura doesn't think you're dirty.' Tomoyo paused and caught her breath, 'And your parents have never thought you are dirty!' Hotaru shuddered as she tried to stop crying. 'Hotaru- chan?' another voice said. 'Mama?' Hotaru asked, looking up at her mother kneeling near Tomoyo. The blue haired woman smiled as her daughter scooted closer to her. Carefully she whipped the girls tears away. 'I'm sorry mama!' the girl whispered, hugging Miyuki. 'What for Hotaru-chan?' Miyuki asked. 'For running away!' the girl whispered, crying into her mothers chest. Carefully Miyuki wrapped her arms around the young girl. She had been told why Hotaru had ran off. 'How long has she felt this way?' she asked herself. Gently she kissed the top of her daughters head. 'I'm sorry Hotaru!' Miyuki whispered. The girl looked up at her mother, their eyes meeting. 'Why mama?' the girl asked, whipping her eyes. Miyuki smiled at the girl rubbing her own eyes. 'I'm sorry because I didn't make you feel better when I should have.' Miyuki whispered. Slowly the girl hugged her mother again. Slowly Tomoyo left the two alone, not wanting to interupt what was going on. She sighed softly as she sat on one of the swings. 'Is everything alright now?' a soft voice asked. Looking to her left she saw Yuki and Sakura, Sakura holding a wrapped up Mihoshi, standing near her. They smiled as they watched Hotaru and her parents leave, knowing things would be alright.