LOST FEELINGS by mahoukaijuu

author notes: i don't know what was i thinking when i decided to write this fiction. it's my first one and it's about one of my favourite anime series: card captor sakura. i always thought sakura and tomoyo would be a very kawaii couple! so, read it and then tell me what you think, ok? ^^ obs: this fanfiction is kinda 'too-kawaii-and-full-of-love', so take care diabetic people.

disclaimer: all the characters belong to CLAMP blablabla and this story is not part of the series, it's a mahoukaijuu creation for Card Captor Sakura fans.

vocabulary:

Ano: hmm/aahh


*thought*
"dialog"


LOST FEELINGS CHAPTER 1 - Happy memories, sad present

Tomoyo walked into Sakura's bedroom. The old Sakura's bedroom. It was time to make another visit and clean up that lonely place. It was messy and durty, but Tomoyo still could feel Sakura's smell. *She smelled so good...* Her teddy bears were still in the same place, but old and sad. The doll Tomoyo gave her was still on her bed, but dirty and cold. Happy memories...They used to be so cheerful, life was so easy when they were ten! They could forget about feelings and their only responsability was school and the Clow Cards....*oh, the Clow Cards..* Tomoyo smiled and her eyes sparkled. Tomoyo remembered of all her fun video recording the most beautiful girl on Earth using her innocent magic. She smiled sadly while a tear came down on her face. *now she's gone...*. Tomoyo could't help but cry. Fujitaka-san has passed away a few years ago. Touya-san is now living with his always beloved Yukito-san, but he won't find happiness until he sees Sakura again. They're tired of looking for her and they know she's doing the right thing, although Touya still hates "that brat"! *Sakura..* Tomoyo thought, still looking at the dark depressive bedroom. Tomoyo is still the same gorgeous and lovely girl, but her body is so beautiful and her hair is now short.She has now the same haircut as Sakura when they were kids. All the boys look at her and want her, but she can only think of one person..

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It's been eight years. Eight years of a long research and no results. *Syoran-kun had promised he was coming back to Japan to stay with me! He promised!* He'd never lie to her, not like that! Never! *Syoaran-kun, why did you leave me..?* she asked herself. The same question, every day, every hour.
Sakura: "Kero-chan, are you awake?"
Kero: "Ano...hmm...pudiiin.." he growned
Sakura smiled gracefully. Kero was obviously dreaming about last dinner's dessert. Sakura and Kero are in a little hotel room somewhere in Japan, very far from Tomoead. They've been traveling around Japan for long eight years, looking for Syaoran. 
They had already told each other about their true feelings, he took the plane to Hong Kong but never got there. The first thing Sakura did was going look for him. Everywhere! She didn't care about her family, about Li-kun's family, about school, nothing! She only wanted to find her love. She hasn't called her family or friends for all these years. It was unecessary. They'd only get more worried about her. She was only worried about Tomoyo... Tomoyo had to say something to Sakura before she left, but Sakura couldn't wait.
But now Sakura was tired. She can't stay looking for him forever. She has to take care of Yue-san and Kero-chan, she misses Yukito-san so much. She regrets of not saying goodbye to her father before he passed away. She misses Touya, even knowing he's mad at her for running away like this for such a long time. And she misses Tomoyo-chan so much. The way she smiles, her smell, her secret...Tomoyo was going to tell Sakura her deepest secret. *She said I was going to understand everything when I'd be older, but I've always knew she really meant something behind those kind words*.

END OF CHAPTER 1


So, what did you think? Kinda confusing, ne? You'll understand it all later! The next chapter will be on in a few days! ^^
Obs: No, Fujitaka Kinomoto doesn't die in the series!

If you have any critics, flames, opinions or candys, please REWiEW!